boycott..... not happy.......

boycott...
really not fun at all...

2day parkson 1st recess throw the cube at me...
kena my specs, juz few centimeters from my head and eyes...
still say i start 1st wor...
plz larh...
i juz make a look only...
i say 1 2 throw his bird...
but i juz throw next to him...
oso didn't kena...
yes, i noe i got wrong...
but need 2 boycott me whole day or not...
and then after recess think i nvm ready...
still "gap mai" sheng ming joke me...
then cannot tahan ready...
lie down and act like sleeping...
actually i was crying...
then after that the three period nobody talk to me...
say i mad or not...

then 2nd recess told Rosanne...
almost cried...
lucky hold myself...
then go back to class...
told bollopao, cha siew pao, pai guat, Rosanne and siew mai...
then cannot tahan anymore...
hug bolopao and cry again...
few minutes later...
stopped...
1 2 go back 2 class...
sheng ming and parkson still think i'm fine...
joke with me again...
lock us outside...
i can tell you...
not funny at all!!!!!!!
so mad that time...

then malay period...
they lisan...
went to hiu yee's place...
teach her play cube...
then kar fai go out 4 lisan...
sat at his place...
him came back...
beg him 2 let me sit at his place until period ends...
at 1st he don't allow...
after that i keep begging him...
cannot tahan...
cry again...
he see liao...
he go 2 my place...
thank you kar fai...
think parkson they all noe i cry...
but i dun 1 2 care ready...
p.s. after 1st recess parkson,qianx and pei yin keep talking through note book...
keep try to stop thinking that they are talking bout me...
coz i dun noe who or what they are taking bout'...
also dun 1 2 noe...
coz scared i noe liao cry again...
so dun care bout them liao...
try to focus on teacher...

the sejarah period, last period...
last few minutes start 2 talk to parkson...
but the whole day we talk 10x lesser than usual...
any prob also didn't ask him...
rather ask those who dunnoe...
but at least ok liao larh...
still dunno 2ml 1 2 talk 2 him or not...

p.p.s. sry larh qianx...
2day coz i dun fell like talking didn't "so" you...
sry...

p.p.p.s. another thing i cry is coz rosanne said tha tthe boyz call me names behind my back...
sad coz i had a hard time in primary...
thought will be better in secondary...
but at last only better last year...
this year still hav 2 suffer these names...
i noe some of it my prob...
but y i see them as true friends although they dun..
especially sheng ming and parkson...
they treat my like that one?