Friday, December 17, 2010

20101217

十二月十七日
哥哥的生日
然而
全家人都不见了

哥哥跑去跟朋友庆祝,还没回家
爸爸要做工,还没回家
妈妈进了电脑的世界,不得空
弟弟,不想理他

所以
得空没事做的我
就跑来了
XDD

整个假期
好像在虚度光阴
整天睡到迟迟
猪 "0(oo)0"
然后上网、看戏、玩电脑
在吃饭冲凉睡觉
我的外形=/=猪
我的内在=100/100的猪
反省-ing

还好
也有做过一点点事情
去了新加坡
昨天从沙巴回来

〉插题:到沙巴亚庇的话,不要去住“Promenade Hotel Service Aprtments”。可以住“Promenade Hotel”,但是“Promenade Hotel Service Apartments”不要住,很杂。插题结束<

还不错玩一下
奉劝各位
经济没有问题的话
又有机会的话
去玩一下
某些地方不输外国的
Nexus Resort@Karambunai
Mount Heritage Resort@Kundasang
很好玩一下
放松的好地方

更幸运的
在昆达山
给我看到京那巴卢山的巅峰
超幸运的说
^ 。^

下个星期
22日/星期三
统考成绩出炉
一切努力又没有白费
就看那一天了

下个星期
23日/星期四
PMR成绩出炉
真的好怕国语啊
T 。T

后个星期
26日/星期日
领袖培训营
期待与嘉嘉相遇-ing
XD

结果
我发觉
我很无聊

Friday, November 12, 2010

安全感

原本以为
他们可以给我安全感
但是
经过今天
我知道
这是不可能的事
我做错事
永远都只有挨骂的成分
我伤心事
安慰之后还是一大堆难听的话
可惜的事
给到我安全感的人
竟然会是梦里的人
也许是真的
不可能发生的事才是最安全的
有安全感的梦
降临在我身上两次
15年以来
也只有两次
第一个是个陌生人
第二个是我认识的
算是好朋友之以
男的
的确
只有少数的男生可以给到我安全感
就连我的男性亲戚、家人
也不一定给到我这种安全感
不过我知道
那只是一场梦
只是梦一场……

Saturday, October 9, 2010

礼物

那天收拾东西
偶然找到他送给我
唯一的一份礼物
——《双面飞轮海》的翻版CD
虽然只是普通的RM5翻版CD
但是对当时的我来讲
真的真的是我15年来受过最好的礼物
因为
礼物背后的意义
只不过是让我开心
同时表达他对我的那份关心

现在想起来
他真的对我很好
跟他提起XX
真的很不应该
不过
我不会后悔
因为那时的我
根本就没有办法把它融入我的世界
也许
是因为我对异性有所戒备吧

此时此刻的我
找到了联络它的方式
只不过
我没有勇气
我想
他应该也不想理我
他最后一次简讯给我
问我是不是不要练武了
我没有回他
想一想
真的很戏剧化
但是回他了又怎样
XX就是XX了
改变不了什么
至少我现在知道
他有他自己的幸福了
那我是不是应该祝福她?
也许是吧……

Monday, August 30, 2010

.... no salt.....


偶然发觉。。。
吴尊小时候。。。(中间那位,应该是)
跟我弟弟小时候很像。。。

Friday, August 6, 2010

060810...

sad?
a bit barH....
more to gloomy...
at least that's what i think

Elfen and Ceejay had a test today, so Alex and I had to go take their places in the English Singing Competition, as emcees. Of course, we were not very good emcees,at least not as good and Elfen and Ceejay are, but we tried our best. The other emcee was a total stranger to me, and of course, to Alex too barH...

I admit, both of us were not good and professional emcees. I myself don't have the ability to make the whole atmosphere hot, happy and high when I'm actually working with a person I hardly know and a classmate that I don't really understand. Perhaps, I care too much about how others see and judge me... I can be very "38", but it's just that, perhaps at that very moment, I was afraid to show the real me, or in other words I'm a lousy emcee....

But, to me, I did my part. I called out the contestants' names, and I helped jot down their songs. At least for me, I wasn't just a statue. Although I wasn't good in creating an atmosphere, but at least, I think I didn't do anything wrong. The only mistake was maybe just being unable to build a "high" atmosphere and letting my "emcee teacher" feel bored. Maybe it's the truth that he will be better partners with Elfen and Ceejay.

I did my part, and he did his. The situation wasn't as it was yesterday, but I still enjoyed it. 30% being a replacement emcee, and 70% having the chance to skip class.... kakaz...

sad?
a bit barH....
more to gloomy...
at least that's what i think

p.s Sorry if I bored you....


Saturday, July 3, 2010

运动会

运动会过了
无穷的回忆中。。。
讲真的
运动会
其实没有想象中的闷
反而很好玩一下下。。。

第一天:
来到会场
好像几十年没有见过人酱
乱喊乱叫
爽!
然后也没有什么特别
还有跑了4x100m
输了。。。
T.T

第二天:
有时乱喊乱叫
然后犯罪
其实也不懂算不算
只是玩UNO罢了嘛。。。
算吗?
最可爱的就是去捉奸咯。。。
老师已找不到43号
就整队三仁的迈向三孝走去
好笑到!!!!
只可惜
没捉到。。。
然后又赢了几个奖
最光荣就全场第二名咯!
耶!

结论:我很无聊。。。

Friday, May 7, 2010

Sorry...

Sorry...
really sorry....

today badminton....
lose 2 rounds...
i was the laz one...
but...
i lost...
i made lots of mistakes which i dun usually make...
i lost by juz a score
30-29
dunno why
last one i didn't take it...

let many down...
most importantly...
let myself down...
juz dunno what happened...
cried and cried...
but no use...
lost...

dunno how to face the class...